Today, I vividly remembered riding with my folks in a little yellow Renault to visit relatives in East Germany, back in the 80’s. This visit was always one I anticipated deeply. It was to the only relatives that lived imprisoned by a repressive government. It was always an adventure. And the fondest memories of my life still linger on my times there.
Today, I am forced to consider profoundly, the direction our current administration is forcing us down. As I remember passing through a mile-wide border, bounded by high-tension wires strung through the woods and meant to kill. I recall seeing the barren no-man’s lands cut as scarring swaths through pristine forests, meant to incarcerate the kind citizens of that country. I shudder as I remember the stern East German border officers that had us remove our luggage from the car, only to have them search through every single item as we waited to two hours while others removed the seats from our humble vehicle and scrutinized every square inch. And I remember wondering why?
The times with my East German cousin were sweet times. I remember the hot summer, drinking red currant wine out of a carboy, because no wine was available. I remember helping him DJ at the kid’s summer camp with marxist slogans plastered on the walls, for this is where the indoctrination began. We left that night drunk on the rice beer that was our payment for spinning contraband Beatles and Zeppelin albums acquired surreptitiously. We stumbled home, nearly getting lost. I flopped down on the expensive leather couch that no one else within 100 miles owned, only to ralph on it in the middle of the night.
I woke up in a haze next morning to hear a horse drawn carriage rumbling down the horribly bad dirt road out front (nicknamed Rio Chocolato because it became a chocolate milk flash flood any time it rained). The driver was delivering the raw goods for the glass blowing business my relatives owned. They labored harder than any I have likely ever worked with, in toxic fumes brought on by the chemicals that silvered the insides of the beautiful Christmas balls they handicrafted. And they worked for a pittance, returned to them by the government after it sold their goods on the world market, retaining most of the spoils of their trade.
These kind people, making very little income, had most every need provided for them by Erich Hoenneker and the magnanimous East German government. But the needs were provided marginally, whether health care or otherwise. Yet, when we visited, the entire town knew, and the collective generosity ran deep. We were looked on as novelties, and given much. We’d arrive to amazing meals of Sauerbraten w/ Thuringian Dumplings, sublime foods that emerged out of deep repression.
We’d share meals of food acquired on the black market under the threat of arrest, because the Trader Joe’s-sized grocery stores perpetually had bare shelves. Of course, we would bring many things out of our relative abundance. Candy, bread, staples, bananas. Oh, the bananas… I nearly wept as one of the little nephews of this dear family studied a banana for the first time for he had never seen one. He proceed to take a bite into it, peel and all. He’d not even ever seen a banana on state-run TV.
And I remember standing on the street corner as larges buses belching black, acrid smoke drove by. I stepped off the sidewalk, looking to my left, to see a large troop truck lumbering down the road. It was filled with Russian soldiers. Yet, we were not in wartime. The presence of repression. We went nowhere were there was not some reminder of the state that was in charge of the lives of its people. Even as we wandered the local wilderness foraging for the wondrous wild blueberries that carpeted the forests, we had to keep 50 worthless Ostmarks with us, in case we ran afoul of border zones. Guards could be bought off fairly easily.
The propaganda was palpable, even in the small burg my relatives lived in. The “The Dawn of a New Era” theme was prevalent, along with themes fraternal unity with the Soviet Union, youth being the future, progress, etc. etc. My dad, contrary to laws, snapped photos of a lot of them. Everywhere you turned, there were pictures of Erich Hoenecker, the president of the time, along with promises of provision, hope and change. Hmmmm…
But all of it was smoke and mirrors. Goods were not available. The roads were in utter disrepair. People lived with marginal health care. And when they reached pensioner age, were promptly, and strongly, encouraged to leave their country. You see, the entire system of cradle-to-grave care and management of every aspect of life, was economically unsustainable.
I remember the day, my great aunt was allowed to leave East Germany for the first time in close to 40 years. I wept. She wept. We all wet the pavement with our tears. And the West Government handed her 100 marks of “Welcome Money” for all of her many years of living in tyranny. We slowly brought her back into the society of the West, which displayed both its good sides and bad. The day after her first visit to the Kaufhof, a large department store, she had a nervous breakdown.
She came from almost nothing, into almost everything, but decided to stay in her homeland, much to the chagrin of East German planners who would have much rather saved on her meager pension benefits.
It is hard to fully describe the dynamic of my experience, much less the country that was East Germany. Reunification has happened. As I watched the Berlin Wall being torn down by jubilant revelers, I could not contain my emotion. I have visited since, tears washing the embrace of my cousin. I walked in the minefields, now a UN Monument. I sat on the deck of my friend’s cabin that juts over a pond in the woods. It’s just a small vacation home on 10 hectares (24ish acres). His two ponds were stocked one with 100s of ornamental koi, and the other u-fish trout. On the backlot, he raised Christmas Geese. He was renting from an absentee landlord that lived in Italy, or some such southern country. He told me his rent, and I had to spend 40 minutes to get him to convince me that he was not lying. Are you ready? $50 per year!!! He was sitting on a goldmine that guaranteed profit, but he did not understand the idea of free enterprise. His family had never had to operate with a profit incentive to provide Christmas ornaments to the world. I tried to explain what he had, and how he could provide for his family well after a recent layoff as a grocery manager. We talked. He tried to understand. To no avail.
And as Germany unified two countries, assimilating its citizens and worthless currency, the problems lingered. The West Germans resent the apparent malaise of the Ossis, the not-so-fond reference to former East Germans. Germany still makes massive financial transfers to prop the “East” Germans up. And most West Germans view the Ossis as lazy.
You may be wondering about why I have meandered through some of my East German experiences. As we sit on the biggest recession and highest unemployment rates ever, and our government giddily pushes health care reform and cap and trade, etc., etc., ad nauseum, I recount my experiences as a free person in a repressed society. I saw a government that thought it was taking care of everything in a utopian ideal. I saw people full of life, but dulled deeply by surviving under tyranny. I saw a government that meddled in every damn thing and sought to control the actions of others. Sure, they eventually made the best of it, but daily they lamented the loss of what God placed inherently in their souls — freedom. They didn’t want more goods, or more money necessarily. They wanted the freedom to raise their families without interference. They wanted to carry on business without constant scrutiny at every corner. They wanted to speak freely against the repression the lived under daily. They wanted to be able to buy a banana without having to wait for the Russian troop trucks to pass by. All in all, they were straining to live out from under the stifling burden of a government that claimed to know what was in their best interests. They wanted to be free.
As you listen to the current propaganda perpetuated by our administration’s media cheerleaders, I would ask you these things?
Do you value your freedom?
Do you realize that we have more freedom from tyranny than most any other nation ever in history?
Are you taking your freedom for granted?
Do you care that government is taking your hard-earned money, created by the sweat of your brow, or by the efforts of your mind, to place all of us under more crushing debt? Is this what you want for your family?
With your freedom, are you pursuing merely your self-gratification, or are you using it to perpetuate charity and good to your family, friends, community and the world?
Do you recognize the malaise, entitlement mentalities, and resignation that are beginning to flow through our culture? Do you want to go the way of more repressive systems that political fools try time and time again, though history has proven them wrong time and time again?
If you are dead to these questions, it might be worth spending some time peeling back the layers that have dulled your senses to the unadulterated freedom that God has place in all of us. This is not a matter of Obama, or of political party, or of conservative vs. liberal. It is a matter of the very trait we have been endowed with – Freedom. Is that something you are willing to give up at the expense of you, your family, or your nation, not to mention the world? Do you want to give the government full care of your life, and the lives of others? If so, God help you.
So what is my encouragement? It is to get involved, to engage, to start caring. Get to know your neighbors. Serve them. Give, your time and money. Raise your kids right. Care. Read laws that are being proposed, even the ones that are foolishly long and meant to deceive you. Don’t be resigned. Call and write your representatives. Follow your heart.
And speaking of following your heart, maybe it is time to get back in touch with your Creator. Forget the evangelicals, christians, left, right, conservatives or liberals. Consider Jesus. Could He be more than a moral teacher, and actually have unleashed the redemption meant to save all of us from our brokenness? Try to put your hurts perpetrated in the name of religion aside, and the hypocrisy you have experienced. Don’t let go of it. Give it a break, just for a bit, to get in touch with Jesus again. I think you will be profoundly surprised.
As I saw the extreme lack of freedom in East Germany, I am more keenly aware of how it is being slowly taken from you and I. Am I paranoid about it? No. Will I still live my live my life creatively and productively, hoping to have some impact on everyone I meet? Yes. Will I continue to struggle in my attempts to inspire people in their heart and minds? I hope so. Ultimately, government cannot fully repress the human spirit that God has infused us with, but we can all step up more to avoid the potential worst.